It's been really a long time since i've last visited and jot down on this blog. I've been wondering if there is still anyone who visits my blog. There is a tagboard that i've placed on my blog..so everyone please feel free to tag a word or two..yea.

Family...i'll be starting todays journal about family. Its something that recides in everyones heart..about love,care,closeness,tender,respect..its a bond between humans and its unexplainable. But, it hurts the most when conflicts happens and when problems arises. Betrayel and lies comes in and fight that leads to misunderstandings with lotsa heartbreaks and grunge. I hate to even think about it but what can i say?? I know who is the culprit..who is the master mind and the champion planner. Congratulations, for you have suceeded your modus operandi. But, always remember that you won't be alwiz in the winning side. For every dog has a day...and soon is your turn.

I seriously look so lost and mumbling wierd things.Well God knows whats all about it..but to be honest, the pain is still so painfull deep in my heart and grunge all over me...i will never forget and forgive...never.

My alter ego..Orchid.Keeps grunge over hers families. Will never trust anyone ever again and stays in hers own world. Oh yea...there is a pest in my life that i feel so sorry for calling him a pest but he is really acting like one these days...why can't these people understands what im going thru and im having a real big exam soon...just stop disturbing me and stop interfearing in my personal life..thanks for distroying almost everything and for now just let me be me. Just leave me alone in my own world. Thanks.