So, we're suppose to go out today, we're suppose to have some good food, movies together or maybe golfing or maybe even shopping, but somehow rather somethings turn up. Yea, there he is in the office again...i somehow understand that he is a very busy man. Having his own company to manage is not something easy. Maybe tomorrow we will go out or maybe next week. And that if he is not going to Korea again. Anyway, I'm not so that missing him at the moment.

I'm not that free as well. Final is coming and I'm still 50-50 on my physics. I spend the whole day yesterday trying to practice on it. I gotta make it perfect. I'm not a perfecto kind of person, but i do have to see somethings perfect in most of the things that i do. I wish i can just stop being so competitive in everything. I wish i can just learn to be more appreciative in what i have and achieved. But.....i just can't. I just can't and i don't know why.

I think I'm going take a day break today. I guess i should, studying everyday isn't going to make me a genius. I'm kinda lonely. Like people say, "best friend are like sisters". And now she is out of town, I'm so bored without her. Well, i still can call Chris, or Santha or Sal or whoever...but its just won't be the same like her.

Its going to be Raya next week and i can't wait to go back to work. Annie called and ask me to help her out. Surdev has been such a pain and i sincerely felt pity for Annie. Its just 2 days and its gonna be triple, so i guess there is no reason i should let it go. I've always say this to myself that in the age of 40, I'll be in Joseph Lau's place. I'll be sitting on his chair and I'll be running the show. Well, I'll try, even thou it sound so ridiculous. Haha...