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The plan & contract

2009-05-27T20:09:00.003+08:00

I've don't knw wats got into my mind, but i've never had done such a crazy thing in my life. Its just that i have to try all sorts of things before i die.

The plan sounds so crazy..but more like an psycho project. The contract sounds fun but at the same time, its like having my self dignity to the lowest level...damn..i seriously do hate it. I guess, it would be not a good idea to carry on..but at the same time it sounds like its so freaking fun to just do it.

Another thingy is..i just have to mark my teritory...yea..you go gal!!!

I hate this life

2009-01-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

It's been really a long time since i've last visited and jot down on this blog. I've been wondering if there is still anyone who visits my blog. There is a tagboard that i've placed on my blog..so everyone please feel free to tag a word or two..yea.

Family...i'll be starting todays journal about family. Its something that recides in everyones heart..about love,care,closeness,tender,respect..its a bond between humans and its unexplainable. But, it hurts the most when conflicts happens and when problems arises. Betrayel and lies comes in and fight that leads to misunderstandings with lotsa heartbreaks and grunge. I hate to even think about it but what can i say?? I know who is the culprit..who is the master mind and the champion planner. Congratulations, for you have suceeded your modus operandi. But, always remember that you won't be alwiz in the winning side. For every dog has a day...and soon is your turn.

I seriously look so lost and mumbling wierd things.Well God knows whats all about it..but to be honest, the pain is still so painfull deep in my heart and grunge all over me...i will never forget and forgive...never.

My alter ego..Orchid.Keeps grunge over hers families. Will never trust anyone ever again and stays in hers own world. Oh yea...there is a pest in my life that i feel so sorry for calling him a pest but he is really acting like one these days...why can't these people understands what im going thru and im having a real big exam soon...just stop disturbing me and stop interfearing in my personal life..thanks for distroying almost everything and for now just let me be me. Just leave me alone in my own world. Thanks.

After the long months

2008-11-25T14:56:00.003+08:00

Finally its over..exams are all over. There comes the posting for 3mths...just imagine working for 3 mths with no salary or allowance. Im also wondering when is the exam results coming out. I did try asking Mr.Yoga just now and Pakya answered its not for you to knw when. He answered so arrogantly and didn't even look at my face. Btw, who is asking him anyway. One word for you Pakya, "fuck off". I know he will give me a C on his subject..i knw it well...he is so unprofessional...he do all that because of some personal thing. Watever Pakya...do watever an answer to God later.

Sometimes i just wonder, if life could be just like the korean dramas. I...always dream of a perfect life and who does not? Neh...i still think money is important and is everything..even i've try to denied it in front of my mom so many times..but the fact is..it is important and it does buy everything including love.

Any ideas readers??

2008-10-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

Isaac was running to my room today..suddenly he trip and fell and bang his face on my bed..he was very extremely hurt as his teeth cut his lips leaving it a big hole. It was bleeding non-stop and i get the gouse(i smuggle frm the hospital when i was posting) and soak with cold water to stop the bleed. Then we get him to the clinic. Doc gave an ointment and some meds. He also ask to get Bonjela from the pharmacy. Pity him..he didn't even want to drink milk before sleep because he knows the nipple of the milk bottle will touch his wound and its going to hurt.

Dear readers, any ideas on how to make the wound heal faster? The doctor told that, he suppose to get stitches, but it will makes no difference as it will also takes time to heal and plus stitches will make it more difficult for him to eat. And just imagine, of all this things that happen, Cruela, try to say something bad to make Isaac think that his father was a bad guy. What a bitch...and what more can i say? I told her that i have no respect for her as she is teaching a small boy to disrespect his parents in situation like this and i told her for every action there is a coming reaction. Just imagine, how can she say things like that when im in a critical situation with my son.

Welcome to my sick world. I am still waiting for the blessing of God..so that i can get out of this hell and built my own heaven.

Please email me yea. Or just sms me for some remedies and ideas.

The good old days

2008-10-17T00:52:00.005+08:00

I was reading my old blog yesterday and find out that it was so much more interesting than this current blog. I don't know if its because of, its nice reading about the good old days or if its because i was more fun and interesting those days compare to now. Hmm...nehhh.....i think its because of some nice stories and some hidden skeletons stories...hihi...also some Keith stories. I was chatting with him yesterday in fact, and he told me that the most happy moment working in TIT was the moment working together and being with me. Huahuahuahua......ermm....i was single at that time and have not yet meet my husband. Just wondering, what actually went wrong with both of us huh?? Well,...no need to explain here...secret!!! Change the topic...

I'm so addicted to "The Nanny" sitcom which aired at Hallmark (702) on every Mon-sat at midnight till 1am. On Saturdays, the sitcom starts at 11pm till 1am. Well, it has been my favourite sitcom since secondary school days and getting to watch it again is as much fun and exited like those days. I never miss a night watching Nanny..if i miss it, i can't sleep well for the whole night. Yea..i know..I'm obsessed with this sitcom.

As usual, classes today is at PBD. The lecture was fun..Mr. Ravi is a real joker. I enjoy being in his class. After class i gave Prasad a lift back home. Pity him lah, it was raining and he was rushing to go to work. Afterall, he never before ask me for help. Oh..btw, Prasad looks just like Shahrukh Khan. Don't jealous huh..i was in the same car with Shahrukh just now...ekekekek. As usual, we are always planing to go and play golf..but always tak jadi. We talk abt golf again just now and we're going to go no matter what before the finals. This time is for sure.

Activities for next week is jamming session. Btw, just msg Melvin and Wan...and will be jamming next week at Akarkarya...yuhooooo....now the pening part is..to pick the songs that i want to sing...because this guys are all into Indie stuffs. And i hate Indies.......blueeekk. Since our drummer already angkat kaki...i'll be taking my husband as the drummer. Just for fun. Why not Nisa?? Coz...i don't know..i think the boys don't like her. Well, its just for fun...so who cares who is the drummer and who cares if the singer can sing :P

My beloved Ah ma.

2008-10-14T21:26:00.003+08:00

Ah ma was a wonderful simple woman. She was a full time housewife, dedicated mother and a loving grandmother. She loves telling stories to hers grandchildren. Ah ma, always make sure i have enough to eat and she feels happy by just looking at hers grandchildren eating. I still remember she will take the chicken thigh and put on my plate. She will make sure all hers grandchildren get a piece of chicken thigh. In hokien family, we only get to eat the chicken thigh when we're the favorite child or grandchildren. Whenever i visits her, she will spend almost the whole day telling me all the old stories. Although i don't really understand hokien, but i somehow rather enjoy listening to hers stories.

She wakes up very early every morning to clean the house and bake bread for breakfast. Almost every morning, the house will smell like a bakery shop. She make sure we all will wake up not later than 8am for breakfast. For her, rules are to be followed and discipline is very important.

Ah ma always said that education is important. One of the reason I'm still studying is because of hers advise. Ah ma and Ah kong always tell us that, without education, we will suffer in future. Nothing is easy in life and everything needs hard work and honesty. We can have a better life with education in our hand.

There is so much to tell about her. But, i rather keep it in my heart forever. I'm glad Ah ma stills remember me when i went and see her last Christmas. She show me hers Angiography film and ask me to evaluate. I knew there was something amiss but i didn't want to say a thing about it. Nothing was wrong with Ah ma's heart. It was Ah ma's memory. She was diagnose with Alzheimer.

Its not easy for us to accept Ah ma's reminiscing and having visions of the past. It makes us all so sad to see her in this condition. It takes allot to convince and talk to her. We have to be very supporting physically and mentally strong to take care of her.

With Ah ma's visions of the past, she fell down 1 day because of trying to escape from the house and was lying sick for 2 months. But, she was doing good and was recovering. On the 5th of October at 10pm, Ah Yee was feeding her chicken essence and half way through feeding, Ah ma past away silently. Ah ma left us all forever without saying goodbye.

Its hard to accept that she is gone forever. It was also sad to see hers very last few months lying sick and having visions of the past. For me Ah ma is still alive deep down in my heart.

I miss you so much Ah ma. Till we meet again, rest in peace my beloved Ah ma.

A tired Raya

2008-10-04T00:00:00.007+08:00

I'm now watching KBS channel and its a cook show on crabs and Korean seafood...i tell you..its really killing me. The crabs are so big,juicy and delicious, not to mention the octopus and shrimps all cook with chili paste. Rombe nalla ireke...

It has been a busy Raya for me. I spent my Rayas working. Well, it has been super duper boring coz the customers are 99.9% Chinese. I'm not being racist but Chinese are the most difficult humans to serve. Ermm,not forgetting Japanese too. They are so annoying. They simply don't understand what you tell them and like to be a smartass. Like for example, (Part 1) they love to shop using their credit card. Even if the total of the bill comes up to less than RM10, they will still use credit card. (Part 2) When their credit card is "Declined" or "Do Not Honour", they tend to be harsh at us and pretend to be bodoh kangkung just to cover their malu. They will say, we purposely declined their card or barred their card. Its Ikea for God's sake, its not a bank and we're not the bank officer, how in the world could i ever barred or declined their cards?
(Part 3) They also LOVE to buy display items that don't have a bar scanner and most of the times, the items is spoilt. And when i ask them if they still want to get it, they will say yes. I'm totally confused..did they actually understand what am i asking & explaining to them or they are just the kind of people who likes to buy wreck items??
(Part 4) Most of them don't know how to use the divider bar and just chuck their things and ended up mixed with the other customer. When i ask them, is this yours too? They will answer YES. And the thing is, i will ask them more than once just to really confirm. And when i scanned, they will say, "oh, this is not mine!", or even worse, they will yelled at me trying to make me look like a stupid who don't understand a simple instruction. And when this happen, i really feel like slapping their face so hard until their eye balls pop out!!
And there is more...part 5&6&7 and never ending....sighh....and Annie is asking my help again on this Sunday.
The ones which are really rich..like those who are using Amex, they are the most humble and nice people. Weird huh??

I was driving back home this afternoon and the weather was so fine. I snap this picture. The scenery was so lovely. But, i was only able to snap 1 pic, coz i was driving and i wouldn't want to end up banging to someones bumper.

This the MRR2 highway heading to Batu Caves..and heading to my house. My house is along Duke Highway.

Ja Jjang finally...yay!!

2008-09-30T17:54:00.005+08:00

At last i got to eat my Ja Jjang noodle.Yay!! Boy ate the korean bbq beef set and Neo ate nothing but his favourite chicken rice. I still feel my kimchi is better than the ones in MV.

We walked around Mv and Gardens and head back home as Boy needs to go to work...hmmm....workoholic. So, here i am enjoying to my old time favourite snacks...

My favourite snacks... and also this... old scooter

Grandma's menu

2008-09-29T13:58:00.006+08:00

I wonder when ever am i going to taste the Ja Jjang noodle in Midvalley. I was looking foward to have Ja Jjang for lunch but now i ended up having popcorn for lunch. Great..and if grandma will going to follow my lunch menu now, she'll be able to loose weight in just a month! Haha....

Kimche has been my favourite food since few years back. Its not so a Malaysian kinda food, but most of us have tasted kimchee. I'm all over it and i make kimchee every now and then and store it in the refrigerator. It taste well with rice and we can actually cook it with Maggi mee..replacing the MSG perencah to kimchee instead. U'll surely have a healthy life...and once again, if grandma follow this steps...she will be a super slim mucha mucha granny. No suffering..and no pain.

I've been overloaded with assignments and presentations and I'm so super duper lazy to do it. But, seriously if i don't to it by today, i'll be having no time. I really don't feel like helping Annie out. I feel so wasted..coz i can just simply do my revision and other stuffs. But, if i help Annie out...then i don't have to do any visiting which i'm not so keen to visit anyone on Raya. Plus, there will be lotsa nice movies on Astro and also on the local tv station. Once again, if grandma follow this simple steps...she'll slim down soon...very soon. This is because, if u don't go for visiting, you won't be eating too much, and when you don't eat too much...u'll be much more healthier and u'll loose weight. Hihi...

I spent a day at godma's yesterday. I really love hers house..very comfortable. Plus, not to mention now, the new leather sofa is so comfy..i really feel like sitting down on some rich man house...haha...serious no joke. We had tea and some ginger biscuits...that also is another blast. The tea was so good. And it actually goes well with the ginger biscuits. I'll be doing an opening ceremony tonight....open ceremony of Baileys...hehe...erm, grandma, this is excluded in your daily menu...please don't do any opening ceremony ok. Lov you!!!

I guess everyone feels the same way too

2008-09-27T14:42:00.003+08:00

So, we're suppose to go out today, we're suppose to have some good food, movies together or maybe golfing or maybe even shopping, but somehow rather somethings turn up. Yea, there he is in the office again...i somehow understand that he is a very busy man. Having his own company to manage is not something easy. Maybe tomorrow we will go out or maybe next week. And that if he is not going to Korea again. Anyway, I'm not so that missing him at the moment.

I'm not that free as well. Final is coming and I'm still 50-50 on my physics. I spend the whole day yesterday trying to practice on it. I gotta make it perfect. I'm not a perfecto kind of person, but i do have to see somethings perfect in most of the things that i do. I wish i can just stop being so competitive in everything. I wish i can just learn to be more appreciative in what i have and achieved. But.....i just can't. I just can't and i don't know why.

I think I'm going take a day break today. I guess i should, studying everyday isn't going to make me a genius. I'm kinda lonely. Like people say, "best friend are like sisters". And now she is out of town, I'm so bored without her. Well, i still can call Chris, or Santha or Sal or whoever...but its just won't be the same like her.

Its going to be Raya next week and i can't wait to go back to work. Annie called and ask me to help her out. Surdev has been such a pain and i sincerely felt pity for Annie. Its just 2 days and its gonna be triple, so i guess there is no reason i should let it go. I've always say this to myself that in the age of 40, I'll be in Joseph Lau's place. I'll be sitting on his chair and I'll be running the show. Well, I'll try, even thou it sound so ridiculous. Haha...

Craving of korea kimche n buko fruit salad.

2008-09-23T18:49:00.003+08:00

I wanted to go to MV today after my classes, but i was so lazy to drive there. The food court there serves good Korean food and the kimche is nice. I'm craving of the Jjang noodle and will find a day somewhere in this week to release off my cravings.

I'm also thinking of making my own kimche and buko fruit salad. Kimche takes time to make and i have to wait for a day or two to be able to eat it, since it has to be preserved. Buko fruit salad is more easy to do..but the bad side of it is, its very very fattening.

I went to college early today..in fact an hour earlier. My friends was like...whoaaaa...so early huh? Knowing me, i've never come to class early. Yea, blamed it on the jam. Well, i guess is the deciding on what to wear and what accessories to match with is the most time consuming for me every morning. But today i was early, coz i wanted to get Ms. Siti to teach me physics. Haha...what a day to start with....PHYSICS.

Opportunity visits those who makes great efforts, so tmw im going to seek my opportunity. I trust in God for whatever results. I'm really looking forward for this great moment to come true.

A new layout

2008-09-22T17:11:00.005+08:00

I've finally decide to change my layout. It was lotsa hard work as there was lotsa coding to do. I've added the cbox in the "Tag" corner. So, i hope that readers can leave a message or comment in my cbox.

I went to this 5 star hospital today to apply for my clinical attachment and also submited my resume. There is like a 90% chances of my gettin a job there. So, all i have to do is to get my h.o.d to approve my posting there and the rest is all based on my 90% luck. Huhu...

*Wink**...Korean food for dinner tonight!

Sunday blues

2008-09-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

I went to the evening mass today. And as i was concentrating to Fr.Simon's sermon, suddently a young lady came walking pass me finding a place to sit. She saw this empty place and ask the girl beside her if its taken or not. Well, the girl did say its taken but, i think this young lady didn't hear properly and she just sat there. Soon after this lady sat down, the person who is actually siting on that place came and ask her to move. Then she purpostly push this young lady until she nearly drop from the chair. The thing is, this 2girls can just move in a lil bit and let this young lady sit..as there was still some space beside them. But, you see..in the church they are doing this sellfish atitude. I totally lost concentration on the sermon and felt so annoyed with the 2 girls. Seriously, i feel like slaping them. Anyway, i meet my cousin and his gf after the mass and also meet up with my friend on the way to get my car.

Had my dinner in Old Town Jaya One. Isaac ate the nasi lemak and as usual, he mess-up the place where we was siting. Hmmm...wat can i say..he is still a baby.(dats wat Boy always say)

Tmw is a big day for me. I hope that i'll get the job. Eventhou is not so called my dream place to work, but they pay the highest and the location is kind off near to my place...what more can i say?? Good luck to me, myself and i.

<== Isaac mess-up the floor with rice...sighhh......

Welcome back Orkid!!

2008-09-20T18:29:00.005+08:00

I seriously feel so lazy to change my blog layout and decided to just let it be the way it is now...Merry Christmas!!

Its been a very long time, and today, im starting blogging again. Partly is because of my godmother that finally start blogging and i just can't help to blog too after reading to her's blog n Tini's blog. I really don't know what i was blogging about in my previous blogs..and i hope i didn't write anything stupid.

Well, its been a wierd week for me. I've received sad news about my cousin and its very disturbing actually. Being in love is something like a learning process. We take it 1 step at a time. I just feel that lil' couzie has been taking the advance step without even predicting the future,hmm..really diplazo. If u're wondering what Diplazo means, well its a jargon that i created myself.

Since its the final year of my studies, i have been flooded with multimillions of asignments and presentations to do. One of the presentation is about Catholism. Its very interesting and i've learn more about catholic. Its a waste that we humans sometimes put God aside knowing that God will never neglet and ignore us.

*Curently listening to Korean singer/Actor-Rain (But i love you) .....yea i love you too Rain..ahakss....

Religion vs humanity

2006-12-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

Once again the nation is shocked with a new story about religion and death. Its a saddening thing that this particularly country so called freedom and democratic country...turns out to be a disgracing unfair country.

I really felt sorry for the family of (u know who). I don't understand...afterall...that person is already dead and what the hell is there to still fight over a dead body?I guess, an educated person will be able to think wisely if this situation does sounds logic or not. Effort should be taken when a person is still alive...not when they are already dead.

I am not condemming any religion here. This religion is a very beautiful religion.I used to read so many books about this religion and seriously its a very fair and beautiful religion. But,its sad that, some unhuman humans who only have some authority, turns this religion to be an unfair and hatred in peoples eyes.

Sorry, no offends...but i guess this is my blog, i have the rights to write anything i want to and i hope that good and fair action should be taken, to make this world..a peacefull and better place. Don't tarnish the faces and prides of all the worshipers of this religion...coz..seriously its a beautiful religion.

Sleeping day

2006-12-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

I didn't realise dat i actually sleept from 3pm till 8pm today.Syeessshhhh....i wanted to go ronda-ronda to survey some christmas present.I guess i must be so tired dat i didn't even realise i dose off for hours. gosh.....and now im hungry.

Rahmat & Lisa's Wed day

2006-12-04T13:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was Rahmat & Lisa's wedding. I went first wit Julie to his Lisa's place and then follow up by Biey, David and Koi with his girl.The momment David walk in the lorong of Lisa's house...everyone started to stare at him and yelling "Trima Kaseh".

As i walk in the house carrying a big box of gift, Rahmat shouted from the pelamin "oii...bagi air zappel!"...hahaha...basicly there was 1 day he attend his friend's wedding and he gave a bottle of zappel in a big box. So since then..zappel water has become a trademark for anyone of us dat get married. Frantically, i didn't present him a desent and plesent gift.I bought 2 pillows from IKEA,2 MAMMEE in a cup,1 pkt of cucur manis and a pkt of sweets..all packed properly in a big box..hahahaBut...trust..me,there is more stupid gifts that he received. Anyway, next week i'll buy him a DVD player. Next week he will be doing his wedd ceremony in his hse.

2006-12-01T17:59:00.001+08:00

On semester break now..feel scary to find out abt my results....i dun think i did it very well. oh dear.....looks like i gotta resit for my papers again. Watever.......

I'm at Starbucks now...so damn hungry..have'nt eat anything since this morning and I think i have lost weight...hihi...good for me. Sometimes i eat alot..sometimes...i don't like to eat...hmmmm.....wat crab thing i'm talking inside here now......everytime when i open my blog and wanna write sumthing...i'll go blank and start talking crab.

Yipedee

2006-11-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

The exams was damn tough.Wat kind of wierd questions did the lecturer set?Its really like a brain killer?And finger killer too....coz there was so many many things to write down.

I have no idea if i can score this horibble exam wit so called flying colors...but all i want is at least cukup makan. If not...sendiri mau ingat laaa....pack ur bags and berambus. Then...at that very fine momment..i have to show my kesian face to any company that wants to employ me.

Tomoro is PHYSICS...eeeeeeeeeee.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........sskkerrrrrrrrr......

2006-11-12T19:11:00.000+08:00

Class of Radiography....3/2006....not all was ere!erm.....me is standing in the middle...behind Packya,wearing black punjabi baju.

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2006-11-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

..Its been a chaotic week...proberly its like study week...suppose to study...but was really busy wit other stuffs.I really lost my interest in studies....perhaps...this line is too chalenging for me.Its not that easy to score 2.00 and above.I've been reading all the notes and books i have..n till now...i feel like the world is only filled with books...black n white...radiography...packya...anatomy...medical imaging...PHYSICS....mr.chan...and the list goes on.I got few idoits on my list that i'm going to kill them with my score.Lets see if i manage to kill them...muahahahahahaha.......btw, sorry for calling you dudes idiots. Lost my concentration...lost my mind....bla...bla....bla....

I'm suppose to be helping up Steven Joe at uncle chillies now....but i change my mind...i think i want to rest my brains....hangout at Starbucks...checking my mails n updating my blog.

Its daddy's B'day today....bought him a shirt...and a choc cappucino cake.

cunn takkk?????

2006-11-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

cun tak muko gua nih....?????ahaks!!!!

dfegeg

2006-11-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

The function for Radiographers on thursday did goes well. Was a lil'bit tiring...but it goes on well. Geez....btw, i saw a handsome guy at estana on dat day. He was En.Mazlan's son. But he is very young...alaaaaaa.......bdk kecik lah!Tak main lah!

Next week is study week...then its my final exam on the following week.

rhwaifhoihrioqryhfhkashieqwhfsdfnoihtoir.......blurr...man..blurr

Trust???

2006-11-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

Have been missing for some time...firstly wasn't in the mood for blogging and secondly, i had no time for all this crab stories. Well...it was exam week and in another 1 more week....its my final exem for sem 1.Thats really fast...but then...i'm kinda getting bored with this study..study thing. Kind off miss working life..like waking up in the morning...rushing like an idiot to work..morning coffee..jams..then rush back home...can't wait for weekends and public holidays..and the best thing of working is...end of the month..where you'll can't wait for salary day.

I'm really not into the mood for anything. I'm totally sick and tired of love..relationship and so..so on. I guess i juz have to be strong. I can't go thru a relationship which is full of lies and bullshit...and i juz have to make a fullstop. But...i'm not that idiot to juz go like dat. I'll juz make use of anything...like money..helping up...paying the bills...and so..so..on..until i'm all capable of suporting myself. In this world...life have to be lil' bit wicked.Its dat...we can't juz always give.When a time comes...we have to learn to take.Reality bites...

Oh dear....i juz dunno wat the crab i'm talking here...can't really think straight.

Miss whoever

2006-09-12T12:25:00.000+08:00

Its been few days...and i'm suddently ms.rita...ms.sara...and watsoever. Erm...its so ovius dat somebody is giving my phone.no to these anonymous a.k.a anoying guy who pretends to sms or call the wrong number. ermmm.....guys, if you're reading this...pls stop it ok! Be a man..come foward to me and get to know me face 2 face.

Me...yesterday went out wit Rara, Riff, Wan and Kumar to midvalley. Afterall..our class was cancel and we juz finish our anat quiz...so...tought of releasing some tentions.

I think i've learn to be more cool these days...after Biey told me something that i really didn't expected. Well, i'm not changing for him but i'm doing it all for myself. I'm trying to be strong and be independent. Yea...its hard...but i believe that time will pay it all off.

Last week i went to see Godma. Finally get to past her, her's bdae gift. Jared was there too with his pal. Aunty mouse is in advantist hospital. She change her's heart battery. Hope everything goes well.

Chowkit Road

2006-08-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

After class yesterday..went to Ikea with Biey, Rahmat and Lisa...then at nite went out with Julie to chowkit. She told me that there is a very famous nasi lemak stall there and she wants to buy...so..since i got nothing to do and i dun have to drive...why not??

Chowkit, is a place dat i really can't believe it. Itz like milion times better than petaling street. The branded bags are all gred B types...and super duper cheap. 1 thing i like is, you dun have to worry to ask for price. They won't scold you even if you dun decide to buy it, unlike petaling street, they will curse you if you dun end up buying. The environment are much more peacefull and there are lots of yummy foods here and there. Julie bought some nasi lemak for me and herself. We came bck to Damansara and Rahmat sms me...he is waiting in the lobby. So, wat the heck...Biey, Rahmat and me went to our normal place for supper and i took the nasi lemak with me. We shared among us, and it was yummy!

BTW, sudently i've realise that...in this month itself, i bought so many..many clothes. I really can't help it as everywhere is on SALE!!! and the clothes are all so nice and funky....oh mama...its really killing me!

Lotery...make sure the horses run properly!

2006-08-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Went out for a drink wit Vie yesterday...he drank 3 bottles of Tiger and me juz ...teh ais. I know...its so not cool...but..hello???I'm driving kay? Vie was so different yesterday...he was so talkative. But he was in control. As time past by...i was feeling abit eerie with him...so i told him dat i dun feel good and wanna go back home. There was sumthing he really wants to tell me...but he said itz not important for me to know. Then why the hell muz he tell me dat he wants to tell me sumthing? It would be better if he juz shut up and didn't meantion it...rite?

I went to college today to hand out some documents...then come to the CC near my housing area...first thing was to read Mandz blog(whois dat indian guy in ur blog huh?)...then sum other nut's blog and finally updating my blog.

Had this funky dream last nite.....it was about me strike lotery...hahahahahah.....i was like instanly super duper rich! But in reality...i dun even buy lotery...how am i going to strike? Maybe its a sign or sumthing dat Raven always see....so maybe later i muz buy a lotery ticket. Where to buy? Oviously i muz go to the Magnum or TOTO or Kuda shop laaa....there is where all the funky people will be there. Those shops smell funky too!

Politics

2006-08-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

Came across a friend's wife blog...it really caught my attention...sounds so "sinis". Its sumthing like this...

Reporter:: (some questions)

Assistant::I don't know...blum dpt jawapan lagi...still planning...bla..bla..bla..

It's the usual cover up lines...and where is the boss?

In Australia undergoing a small operation. Hmmm.....like as if Malaysia does not have any hospital.
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Got back in the evening...went to TTDI and sleep at 7pm...till 11pm. Then i study for a while...and went out with Rahmat and Lisa at abt 2 in da morning. I think...i should start sleeping early and waking up in the wee hours of the nite. In a way...i get to have more sleeps..and get to hang out wit my buddies.
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TGIF

2006-08-04T11:23:00.000+08:00

Yahoo..!!! Itz friday again. Juz fininsh my class and feeeling so damn bored...i dun feel like going back now...itz juz 11.24am. maybe tonite i'm going for a midnite movie wit Vino. I'm really excited to watch this Lady in water. I really like any movie from Nite Shymalan.

Last wednesday nite...i went out wit Christine...after sending her back, i went to TGIF. Dianne and Melissa was there. Juz lepak for a while...then i went to Kayu to meet up wit "F". I force myself to meet hgim...i really dun like him...after wat he has done to me when we was a couple. But, i have no choice...coz he is my only hope to teach me physics. He is good in it and he has the patient to teach me. Apparently, i'm very slow and stupid in anything that have calculation. I hate maths, physics, add maths and anything yg sewaktu dengannya.

Last nite i have this wierd dream (i alwayz have wierd dream). Sumone dat i really dun fancy in my class...sumone dat i feel is not my type...came to my dream. He is a good looking person...but he is stuck-up...juz bcoz he is good looking. I juz dislike guys who are like him. I think i should'nt be thinking much abt that dream...afterall....i dun like him rite??There is another wierd dream dat i always dream....seeing a plane crash. Wierd yea? Its there any meaning to this all crabs?

Tomorrow i might need to go to work. I'm really getting fed-up wit my boss. She like to ask things dat cannot be done. Macam tak erti bahasa. I guess everyone is bored with her. Her's business partner juz back-out lately..and her's accountant is also always mumbling abt her. I juz wanna make this week the last week working with her.Grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

bookstore

2006-08-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

Juz finish asignment for my watsover subject...and now come a new asignment for anatomy. This wat i hate most being a student.

If this year is a shitty year for Mandz...I feel dat this year is a very shity year for me too. My luck for carrier sucks and fianancially sucks too. So i guess...going back to studys is the best way. But still...its still very shity...coz my exam is coming and...most of the lecturer sucks...the library sucks...and the parking sucks..conclusion of this paragraph.......everything sucks!

Tonite i'll be going out wit Christine. Not to cafe..or shopping..or clubbing...but to a bookstore. She is a super bookworm...and...opppss.....she is right behind me now. hahahaha....got to go...now she is asking me to follow her to the breadshop....bye!!!!!!

MasilaMani

2006-07-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

Wat a week for me...and wat a weekend its gonna be. I've got an assignment to do..and im only given a week to do it. Sounds and feels shity but anyway...i shuld be positive abt it...coz it can actualy makes understand more about this subject. Instead of I keep on reading and reading...i actually dun understand wat i'm reading all this while. I wish this subject could be more easier like..."understanding the reason why Siti Nurhaliza married Datuk K." Or "why handsome guys admire macho guys." I still dun get it ... why and why? Anyway....why yea? why?

Today was my first time...being a radiographer. Preety much interesting. The clothes i wore today also was funky. I look juz like a docter...and feels like working in a hospital. but come to think abt it...isn't this gonna be boring in my next 3 yrs...handling all sorts of scans and x-rays equipments....attending to at least 80 patients a day...on-call 24/7 emergency...caring and attentive....and the list goes on.

Back to todays event.....so i had lunch with my bunch of Pysiology friends...and lepak at their hostel after class....was a bit jealous...coz their hostel was so cool and funky! Palm Spring Condo..with super tight security(like in mat salleh movie)...and each block has a swimming pool...surrounded with all the rich and famous ppl. I told Mart that we should move in there...since we will be sharring house...and at least i dun have to drive everyday(parking fees really is killing me softly)but i think he might not agree to it...coz the rental its a little bit pricey. So, juz see wat he'll say tonite.

Alone in the lab...

2006-07-24T13:36:00.000+08:00

Christine didn't came today...she has no class today..so..basicly its a boring day. I'm now in the lab. juz came back from lunch with Kohgil and geng.
There is this thing with my mum. She actually have no confident with me studying this course. I feel absolute bad...coz she as a mom suppose to give some sort of encouragement...but instead she look down on my capabilities. Saying dat i'm not stupid butalso not smart...is a insulment for me. Aku raser mak tiri nih selalu kejam kan? Well, i'm gonna prove it 2u MOM...and i'll make sure i'll bring back that piece of paper for you to see. Geez...i guess i should'nt be writing this on the net. Well...this is the place where i wanna throw all my sad...happy...noty..guilty...and watsover feelings....here...right here. I still love my mum...and i'm a very nice person(...if you all wanna know). But....i juz feel sad...coz my mom is never proud of me..even most of the time i di my best and turn out to be a sucessful person.

Orientation Week

2006-07-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

Day 1:: I was late...really late...suppose to be there at 9am and i woke up at 9.14am. I slept late...coz i went out for a early morning supper...with Awin. When i reach my college...i bullshit the pendaftaran ppl dat i forgot to bring my file...padahal...mmg aku tak buat medical check-up lagi. After the orientation juz now...i was suppose to go to see Koi...but he was on emergency leave and got to go Melaka...so i'll see him tomorrow. I notice there was some senior guys "usha" gua....ahaksss!!!! Buat-buat nak tolong gua.......blah laaa.!!!

Day 2:: Come in the morning...then off to UH at abt 11am. Sampai sana...si Dr.Koi takder lak(pergi shopping...)Geram aku...sbb dia yg suruh aku dtg dlm kul 11 lebih.... terpaksa laaa tunggu dia.

Koi: alamak, u dtg awal sgt...apa kt u gi mkn dulu..i act baru kluar ke MV bli barang jap..

Dianne:Buleh x, i cekik u..pulas..pulas tgn u pastu gantung u terbalik?

Koi: buleh..u cekik i bile i sampai nnt..sori, u gie mkn dulu k...

While waiting for him, i ronda around the hospital. Then Koi came bck after an hour and i did my xray and he fill in my medical form.(thks so much anyway...) I went bck to college after the bla..bla..bla...in the hospital. Lepak with friends...new friends..which almost all from Physio class. Eeeee.....camne nie...takkan takder geng Radio....

Day 3:: Came in early today...had lunch with Christine and Kohgila. I guess...they are my close friends for now. Thank God Kohgila is in the same class as me. Today...is meet the seniors day. As usual laaa.....mesti kena ragging. But nasib aku amat lah baik...i didn't kena aper2. Maser intro pun...bdk senior cuma tanyer "single ke dah berpunya?"(pastu dpt laa i dgr suara dari arah senior...kata cun nyer dia). Jadi...haruslah aku bersyukur yg aku nih dilahirkan dgn wajah yg cun....ahakss!!!! (skali skala kena laaa angkat bakul sendiri)
Maser aku ambik name tag aku, ader this bdk snr pompuan came to me...katanya nak berkenalan. She looks like a really genius person. Tapi...cuma satu ajer...dia tu...mcm special child. Sumpah!! aku bkn kutuk dia...malah aku layan dia dgn baik skali...walaupun at times dia tu mcm semcm. She ask for my hp number and i gave to her witout any doubt. I'm really bad at physics...and she is a super duper genius in dat subject...perhaps she can help me up next time. I feel so good...yg actually...ader jgk bdk yg special nih..trust me and approched me to be her's friend. tonite..Marina is coming to see me. Mesti ader gosip2 yg hangat dan terkini yg dia nak citer kat aku laaa......

Day 4:: I ponteng...woke up late and study..study...study...

Day 5:: Report myself early in the mornin...listen to a short and usefull ceramah...sang Negaraku(the seniors make us to sing) and balik. I lepak wit Christine in front of Mc'D while waiting for her's aunt to come. Chat some girls stuffs.

Guilty

2006-07-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

I felt really stupid for sms-ing Koi. I felt like as if im always asking him this and dat and making him so damn sick over me. Koi...errrr.....sowie laa..tak sengaja, lagipun u are the last person i dat i will ask help for. So...kalu i mintak tolong u...means mmg dah takder org lain yg boleh tolong i...(and always got 2do wit medical stuff). Sowie...sowie...sowie....(u tau tak, whenever you tak balas balik sms, it makes me feels dat, u're angry or pist-off or boring or "not again?!!!" wit me.) hope you'll read this and forgive me yea.

Today after work, Boy and me when to Asia Jaya LRT station..park my car there and took a ride in STAR monorail all the way to Petaling Street. I dunno wat come to our minds...but it was quite fun and tired.

Wat I Saw :: lots of funky arab tourist..funky wierd imitation stuffs..funky foods..and the enviroment smells funky~

Wat I Like:: a Coach sling bag...it has pink strips and brown in colour...damn facinating cool..but damn expensive.

Wat I Bought:: a Dior stationary pouch. Its pink in colour wit brown strips.

Apparently..there isn't anything much there...things that are sold there are all been mark-up their prices...not like those days. I still find buying stuffs at shopping mall cheaper.

BTW, things between me and Boy are not getting so well. We can't understand each other like b4. Maybe...its getting kinda bored. Do you think so Boy?

Datz me.....!!!!

2006-07-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Gezz...i juz go blank each time i open my blog....dunno wat to write. :P

Anyway...this is my new blog...as for my old blog...letz juz remain it a history. BTW, I've quit working and now I'm going back as a student. I'm taking a course that those who knows me will say.... "Wat !!!! RU CRAZY??". Anyway....lets juz remain it as secret in here. Malas laaa I nak cakap...nanti org ckp I nih nak berlagak pulak. But, Im all exited about it.

I'm kinda currious abt my car....tak habis-habis aku kena isi minyak. Sepatutnya, kereta buatan drpd syarikat yg suka menamakan keta-keta mereka dgn nama-nama binatang nih...amat menjimatkan minyak. But...since lately...keta aku nih suka sgt visit stesen minyak. Walaupun aku service on time...binatang peliharaan aku nih tetap sentiasa kelaparan. Dah laa...makanan harian dia s'rang dah mahal. Bertambah lobangs lah pocket aku nih.